"I walk a lonely road, the only one that I have ever known, don't know where it goes, but it's home to me and I walk alone."

8.12.2004

Switcheroo

My mood from the last week or two has seemingly done a complete 180, and all it took was doing somewhat good at my first 9 holes of golf. I sucked. 65, not counting a number of scratched off swings that my dad and his friend deducted. Otherwise it'd been like an 80 (which sucks). Heh.

How that cheered me up I don't know, especially when around the 6th hole when I started to get a blister on the back of my feet. I probably would have shot a little better if there hadn't been 1. 3 other people there, and 2. them watching me. Eh, excuses, right?

I should probably feel really dead and not wanting to walk around but I still am up and around anyway. What the crap is wrong with me. Heh. Then I watched tonights "Countdown" a bit ago, among things. I don't know, having to start from scratch on this computer also adds a bit of a feeling of liberation, of being able to start fresh from a new point.

If how that system crash coincided with the 24 hour period encompassing yesterday afternoon with it ends up bringing about a "fresh start" of some kind there too, if it didn't already (I dunno, after spacing out at the creek glancing up at the stars I just left, I didn't pop in to hang out again for a bit, I did it out of consideration but I still feel kinda bad for doing so.), then I'll be very surprised. And since part of me thinks it will happen, it therefore won't more often than not.

Hm... I need to see about uploading older entries onto this server, too. Probably just the stuff from after the end of June. Heh. I don't want to go down memory lane to May and April most definitely.

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